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The ups and downs of achieving your goals, shared openly, honestly, secretly.

the goal: have a healthy sex life

Tags: sexual

5
Hanging In

I had a bit of a slip up over the weekend. I actually looked at porn for the first time in like 4 months. So that was kinda bad for my brain. But it's behind me now and I'm feeling strong. I just made a good life decision to drop a part time job that had been stressing me out. I might miss the money temporarily, but I know it's the right choice in the long run.

9
Feeling Good

things are good. haven't looked at porn in a while but now i am only seeing one girl. i'd like to have a couple more on the go. nevertheless quitting porn was very important for me. onward and upward!

8
Feeling Good

Well I've been clean of porn for over 2 months now, which is great. However one of my two girls dropped out. And now the one left is leaving for a week. So I have anything but a healthy sex life for the next 10 days. However I'm still giving myself an 8 because I know I can get out there and find more women if I want to. Live is going pretty smoothly since I quit porn in fact. Yay!

7
Feeling Good

Day 30 no porn. Feeling pretty good. Had a date with a new girl last night. It didn't go amazing but that's fine.

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5
Hanging In

Day 27 no porn. I have a cold and am not feeling great. Also my 3 chicks turned into one, though one is probably resurfacing. I have some prospects but nothing too solid. No dates worked out for this week. Ideally I'll always have backup chicks to draw upon to keep my rotation at 3+. So, technically I haven't been laid enough in the last week.

I will be guarding against porn cravings extra hard while I'm sick.

5
Hanging In

day 23 no porn, but one of my girls dropped off and the other i was getting kind of sick of, so i'm down to one girl. that's not "healthy" in my book since i want 3, so i've got some great prospects from over the weekend. will be going on dates this week.

7
Feeling Good

Day 19 no porn. just sent one of my girls off. we had great sex. creative projects have been a bit sluggish lately, but i just filled out a calendar with all the steps leading to the achievement of my goal by the end of the month! yess! just gotta stick to it, no prob! :D

sex was interesting. still noticing my mind tending toward fantasy a lot more than before i quit porn. my brain is looking for opportunities. bad brain! ;)

6
Hanging In

been in a bit of a funk lately, but no porn for like 17 days.

5
Hanging In

Day 14, no porn. Last night I really wanted to just hang and catch up with my friend, though I did get a girl's number on the side ;).

Today was difficult. I felt strong cravings because I'm tired and unmotivated.

6
Hanging In

I slipped a bit and jacked it with fantasy last night. My goal is not to fantasize at all in general. But things are good. I'm going out tonight with an old acquaintance who is great with women. We're going to tear some shit up, gonna be a blast.


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